||[Apr. 7th, 2008|04:11 pm]
|||||the spill canvas- kullaby||]|
So I guess I'm getting better I wouldn't really call it better tho I guess I'm just excepting things the way they are because nothings going to change. I'm just sick of feeling so alone. I really don't like most of my friends no one makes me feel any better. We never do anything every weekend we sit around and do nothing I'm so sick of it. The job hunt continues, no luck. I'm trying I need a job badly. Ged is in 2 weeks I gotta read this book ill probably start tonight. Everythings been going rough lately like I said I'm sick of everyone. I sat home all weekend and watched sweeney tood. I'm trying to disappear. It sounds stupid but I probably won't be their friend much longer anyways once I get my license I'm doing my own thing. And when I move in november I'm not going to want to drive from west springfield to wilbraham/ east longmeadow every weekend that's just a waste of gas. Once I pass this GED things will be in order because then ill be enrolling at HCC so come september ill be in HCC. So that's getting settled and I got 3 onroads left once I finish those up I'm set to get my license july 8th.
I'm getting things in order. I just wish I had some 1 with me who cared and wanted to see me succeed