||[Aug. 9th, 2008|01:42 am]
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Times flown but it still feels the same. I'd say things have changed though. I got a car and license. I need a job. Finding employments not easy. I'm sick of summer I want to be in school just so I have something to do. things have changed but I still feel exactly the same. I think about julie everyday. I bumped into her at the carnival and she wants nothing to do with me. Fealt like a stab in the heart but I can't do anything about it. I'm still dating katie its been 3 months. I like her but there's no connection I guess I just stay with her so I have some one its pathetic I'm not happy yet I stay with her. I want some one to come along and make me forget julie, but I don't think that will ever happen. I don't know what to do with myself. I need a change of scenery. I keep my hopes up everyday things have to change.