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[Mar. 23rd, 2009|12:07 am]
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where to begin.... im on my second semester of school i feel.. well i hope im doing better so i can make something of myself. a lots been going on but none of its really important. i guess where id start is i dont really hangout with a lot of people anymore. tommy drifts further from being my friend every week. he hangs with a new crowd and gets high and drunk with them all the time. i worry that hes gonna become someone totally different. i smoked weed and at first i thought i liked it. till i got high again and i freaked out i cant desrcibe how i fealt but my brain wouldnt slow down and the thoughs pumping through it wouldnt stop. i fealt like a wreck for that whole time period that was lastnight. i still feel horrible i hope i can sleep this off. im never smoking again. im not gonna claim straight nedge but im never gonna drink or do any drugs again. this was the scariest feeling ive had. other than that not much has chnaged im still with katie. all though i really think i like tommys cousin katie booth. i dont what it is that i am so infatuated with shes cute but shes not like gorgeous and shes got some attitude, but theres somethin about her i really dig. i kissed her when we hungout and im nervous about liking her. i talk to her sister lacie a lot shes 22 she was friends with chelsey but not anymore. shes really nice to talk to. she lets me complain n vent a lot and she just listens haha